Why Would you hurt me iv never hurt you

my Design

took my lil sis and put some wig

and snap

and some editing

vowalla

made this

looooool

i dont design the hard thins

i jst like everything to be simple

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Hope You Once Understand How My Heart Feels

nothin more to say

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Im Not Selfish

Im Not Selfish But I want you for me

Try to let your heart Choose

Her Or me

u wont hav to Suffer Anymore

in other words Make me suffer

let you heart Decide

so you can feel for real

u dont hav two hearts

Only you can choose

I can walk away

but i wanna see my life with you

again im not selfish

but i want you

Only you

my heart well never love after you

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!!life soo Hard

New Blog

Im Gonna make A new blog Called Life on Rak..Summer Time

Im gonna write my whole summer vecation and things i do with my family

plus i think its awsome to spend the summer in ur hometown with the big family

Plus Rak is a Town and for a city girl like me its a big advanture

i really wanna refresh myself the old town little girl

its gonna be awsome xD

Hope u Guyz Like

it

Why i Cant Be The Only One in ur heart

'if halal says you can marry 4 why cant you fall in love with 2'
huh..how me become pethtic

Become More Sellfish

iv never been like this

but love changed me

How Come i fell in love with you

And your heart Was For her

How Come?i even thought

that i well Win you

But i Did

Didnt i

But in the End i made your life

Nothing But Hareder Choices To Make

Im sorry

But iv never lost somthing And i wont

plus i dont wanna break your heart

like you do

if i ever told you tht she hav no feelings for you

i well win you for sure

but i dont wanna be sellfish

bcoz you well be broked

and i rather die to see you in this way

then see you dieing in front of me

ill wipe my tears

and heel those pains

and raise again

then look at you and keep smiling

ill never give up on you

people Dont give up on there life's

so how well i

?

i well always be for you

Well My Exestnce in your life hurt you

Anyone Well say We Dont think Soo

why i have to think like that

why i have to be so negtive in everything

well i have one answer

its because i see things and how far they gonna go

and i dont see myself with you Anymore

no matter how farest i go i cant find you

Still i Wont give up

but if i really see that your life gonna be better if im gone

then i swear you well never find me

because i was born to make you happy

Making sadness in your heart kills me

althought i cant leave you

And i dont see any reason to live without you

But in this Case then yah

Im Sorry for been sellfish

But thats what i wish

i Dont say i wont be there

ill watch you in shadows

smile...if you smile

cry...if you cry

ill always be there for you

until im no more but dust

i promise

Never meant To hurt you

just Translate this song which i really Love

into Arabic :p

not a many people talk it

but i had too

i just wanted to Say Sorry To Someone i really Love

:(

I just wanna say

iv never mean to hurt you

i feel so lame

i just wanted you to be with me

but it was so shame

i lied to you

i feel so regretfull

please forgive me

plz dont leave me

i love you

I need you

My Life is nothing without u

.

.

.

...Nothing

What the heck is Love O.o

I love you He said then closed the phone

Do i still get what does this words mean

i kept thinking on my mind

heh...i dont think so

althought i have said it one billion Times

iv never get it

What it is Love

O.o

I remembred then the days that i used to hate it

coz it was one of the biggest mystry in the World to Me

i used to laugh at ppl who fell in Love

coz for me they were weak

they let there feelings control them

and do crazy stuff

But Then When i Heard it

it was for me no one else

i had that feeling

that Life is gonna be perfect with this person

and it deserve to live with him or her

but....

when you live this dream

its nothing but nightmare

you start to suffer

for me i felt like i was using kinda of drugs

but it turns i was in love

.

.

.

Why i have to suffer,why i have to feel painfull

isnt love should make me happy

even if im still with this feelings

why

just why i cant get it

For know its really painfull

i wish iv never felt in Love

but even thought im so happy that i ever have this feeling

see how crazy it

!!!!

Think About it

Starting

Welcome Everyone To My Blog =D

hehe kinda dont knw wht to write ^^'

but mmm the reason i Made this Blog

Coz i hav a friend of mine not a friend the best of them

told me to althought i suck in writing really bad xD

but i thought it would be great idea

plus my life geting really baad and

I wanna place to Put all my feelings

and i found it here ^_^

so i dont knw wht else to say but ill try to update really soon

soo mmm hehe

hope u enjooy